(8) Agnus Dei, Qui Tollis peccata Mundii ... (8)
This song marked me in my first year of college and now I have the pleasure of that resonates in my head being the 3:29 a.m. on Thursday, July 28 ...
And I will as I write these lines are never more ...
One of the deepest truths I can say, picking up something I've heard both also I thought when I'm with others, or within of a group ... is that I have never belonged to one. I can not find the socket that can make someone like me in so great diversity of this odious humanity ... independent of whatever, what I like, what you want or dream, always the same result ... reached the stage that I feel and I say if you really belong to this ... also where people includes me, I can not be joining ... I can not, is and always has been a barrier between I and the people, everywhere and in all the groups I've been ... always giving some advice (if you do not go ordering one yet) or listening to or ordered something your life ... I'm not complaining, but always make it clear that ... I'm not part of any social group, even one that as I ...
I read about people in the past that strangely keep a sense of affection to all persons who were part of his life and is like "ahh how nice" ... but it is a simple and mean false to reality itself. I could not lie and just said ... "Well ... years, I have nothing more to say ." What could I say? "Oh yes, also the strange ... people who contributed their bit to crap life? No. .. could not be as sarcastic as less liar ..." Also I keep in my heart ... "Just a disgusting .
I've been through many groups of people, I spent a few years of life and thought as if I have lived for thousands of decades ... now simply I'm stuck somewhere in this vast, dark ocean of inadequacy and inconsistency, which unfortunately also participated ...
Everything looks so fake ... and sincere expressions of affection that I see in some people ... vanish and it hurts ... "See, the bread is toasted and you can put tuna ... Ouch! Burn
I do what I always wanted to do ... catch my bags and go ... far, far, far away and goodbye People ... reality goodbye ... Am I running from? Am I a coward? deep All want that, but just plug the inevitable with the hope of being loved ...
The only people I can put your hands into the fire, THE ONLY AND ONLY THOSE PEOPLE, and say that I want ... is my mother, my father and my brothers. Be.
If something happens, I will suffer ...
ia S other something happens, my condolences and would ...
"Cruel? No. .. everybody does ... Right?
Finally, sleep wears me out, but one thing never ... NEVER find and as I have always said, and the other fully agrees with me is that I will never love ... I just love, how could love someone ... IS STUPID! Unlikely
SENSELESS
mockery should catch my old habits and practice them again ... at least my back has improved ... Well
other, you have won ... come to claim your prize. Because things always take the course must have had.
PD: Simply, people are bored while I took my baby ... rather contradictory. And that ... sucks.
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